The Cock Hungry Monster

The Cock Hungry Monster

I’ve been too soft of recent. Trouble is that when I’m not at my best I’ll be too kind. Every time we’ve had sex I’ve allowed littlegem to orgasm and I know what you’re thinking, PurpleSole, you complete and utter bastard. 

The problem was so much that at a weekly chat is was littlegem that brought up having less orgasms. Of course what she is really saying is that she needs me to take control so that she doesn’t run submissively amok. So much so that she had started coming during sex without asking. I had failed to let her know that I was disappointed by this change. Nothing good ever comes from hiding your true feelings. 

I hadn’t kept the rules up and littlegem therefore didn’t feel the control she needed, so boundaries get tested. It was time to step it back up again. Denial is back. 

Bringing Denial Back

Denial requires emotional strength to stand your ground and to maintain consistency. This is why it had become all too easy to be having sex and allow gem to orgasm. To edge and tease her with my body and words so she is begging takes effort that requires the right mindset that clearly I hadn’t had in the last few months. We had sex, we both came, we cuddled, we went to sleep. Nothing particularly wrong with that, but it was devoid of the control. 

So it was made clear that I would get back on the horse of denial and ride her until she was a begging mess of sexual frustration. Sexual activity would follow a loose plan, with a bit of improvising based on her reactions. 

Step 1: Get into her head

During the downtime of the day littlegem is given reminders of sex. This could be talking about fantasies, it could be random acts of affection that way include a wayward hand on the bottom. Generally reminding her how sexy she is to try and get her thinking. This is the consistency that requires a constant level of thought. It’s not as effective if she is being emotionally neglected and this has been an area I hadn’t been strong in. External factors and the drops in mood from that can be key inhibitors of this so its not always appropriate. 

Step 2: Make the Move

Littlegem and I are very affectionate to each other. After emotionally warming her up its time to action it physically. Running fingers over her skin, reading her reactions. This is a fun part where I can be a tease, it’s connective and fun to play with her. 

Step 3: Next level

When she is ready littlegem will be wet. She’ll know because she’ll ask me to check, or I’ll tell her myself. I can pinch her labia gently or gently insert a finger inside and use the wetness to rub her. I want to carry on in this way until she is super needy. I want her begging for me to have sex with her, it’s quite the ego boost to feel wanted in this way. 

Step 4: Intercourse

I’ve toyed with her enough, it’s time for me to make my move. Getting on top and easily gliding into her, again reminding her of it. A personal favourite of mine is telling her to lie on her front with her hips raised so I can straddle her from behind and push my cock in deep while pinning her down. In these moments I feel most in control, she is helpless to my movements and I enjoy the animalistic rush of our grunts and groans. 

Step 5: The dismount

Here’s the tricky bit. All that edging and all that sex is going to leave anyone desperate to come. This is the part where I am at my weakest, why wouldn’t I want her to come, to feel her grip around me as she climaxes loudly. But she needs to know her role as a submissive. Lose my nerve and tell her to come and I’ve undone all my work. OK, not strictly true, we’ve both had a good time, but this is about control. 

I can’t claim to be any expert on this, in fact the first night she was left annoyed with the sudden ending, pulled out of her space and kind of left. That’s no way to manage a needy sub. A conversation the next day would fix that. 

We had sex the next night and the next. The fruits of denial were showing seed in her desire to be sexually satisfied, and the submission of her acceptance over her orgasm control. This wasn’t without a fight however. 

One night she asked, nay begged to come. I told her that she wasn’t to come unless she was told to, reminding her of the rules. Clearly she was in a mood to challenge my rules and started to get grumpy. 

“I don’t want sex anymore.” 

Old me would have folded at this point. Either that or an abrupt end to what was an enjoyable experience. But telling her that her pleasure was to be purely at my discretion and that they are mine to control seemed to quell her rebellion. The mood came back and we continued. 

Over 4 days she was denied 5 times and she told that day that she was beginning to feel tired and sore. So a quiet evening was planned, she laid on the sofa in her ‘I *heart* Daddy’ bodysuit and we cuddled in front of the television. Then we went upstairs for what I assumed would be a quiet evening. 

The Cock Hungry Monster

Gem knelt on the bed, I undressed her, her nightly cuff was attached, so far, so normal. Then as I got into bed she slid down my body and starting sucking my cock, not unusual but uncommon given there was no instruction to. Gladly I allowed it. The sexiest single thing someone can do when giving a blowjob is show unrelenting enthusiasm and that’s what I got. 

Then she got on top of me, this is an unusual step. Our sex is almost exclusively me on top for a couple of reasons. Aside from the physical domination that is usually better maintained on top littlegem has an injury that usually prevents her from being on top too long, a recent exercise regime appears to have helped. 

She meant business and despite the lack of attention to her she was incredibly wet, lifting my cock to meet her entrance, she greedily sat down on it, sliding it deep inside. What followed felt like the needs of a cock hungry monster to rock back and forth on me. It was thrilling to look up at how desperate she was to have me inside her. 

She asks if she can touch herself, I say yes and put down on her hips to grind my cock deep in her. She moans as we thrust in unison, a sexual pressure is building inside of her. 

“I’m going to squirt” she say, unsure in her words because she’d make a mess all over me, because of the position this doesn’t happen much. While orgasms are to be controlled, squirting on the other hand is widely encouraged, with a bit of humiliation added in. She’s told to squirt and she obediently does so, in doing so her muscles inside push against me, sometimes so much that it pushes me all of the way out. Pushing it back in, she’s told to squirt again. The warm liquid is running off me, I don’t mind at all, I haven’t seen her so wild like this and I’m enjoying every moment. 

She’s humping me forcefully now, we’re both so close to orgasm. We are both hot and wet and most likely upsetting the neighbours, again. I’ve made my decision, it’s time for her to orgasm, I believe she has earned it with the passion she has shown. One orgasm, that’s all she’s allowed, enough to take the edge of her neediness, but not enough to fully satisfy so she better make it count. 

So rubbing herself and sitting up on top of me she pleasures herself to orgasm and I have the pleasure of watching her body convulse and tighten in a poorly stifled scream of fffuck! If the neighbours hadn’t heard before they definitely have now. Sore, sweaty and exhausted we both slept soundly. 

So has being more hard on littlegem helped? You bet it has, does this mean it’ll continue? Yes, but only when it is appropriate to the time. 

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