Threesome fantasy

Threesome fantasy- littlegem straddling the bed, butt ready for penetration

Before our D/s I once had a threesome fantasy. It feels like I am confessing something that really isn’t that big. For me though that was very unusual, completely out of nature. I have written before that the idea of involving any one else in our sex life was not something I would have even remotely considered before D/s, I would have even said back then I was a very possessive and jealous person. No way would I have shared.

But still I had a fantasy over something completely absurd for me. I didn’t tell PurpleSole of my fantasy and not quite sure I have now, even though I know he wouldn’t mind.  

Fantasy- “the faculty or activity of imagining impossible or improbable things.”

This google definition would definitely sum up my threesome fantasy. Even if the opportunity had presented itself, which it never would have. I wouldn’t have gone through with it. It just wasn’t possible for me then. It was certainly different to fantasies I have had since being in D/s where if the right situation and circumstances were presented, I think I would do it. I know I want to anyway. This fantasy was something I didn’t want to have.

But it was fun to fantasise about at the time. I remember thinking about it whilst in bed before going to sleep and I know I had masturbated to it in secret. It felt wrong and naughty but it turned me on anyway. This was intensified as the third person in the threesome fantasy was someone we both knew. A male sort of friend of a friend who we were to spend an evening with and was the basis of my fantasy.

Fantasy ‘type’?

He was not the kind of guy I would usually have fallen for. All the guys I have dated do follow a certain look, they say everyone has a ‘type’ aesthetics wise and I certainly did. But he was completely different and besides the fantasy wasn’t to date him, it was purely a sexual encounter with him, PS and me. 

The guy was very tall and had an authoritative booming voice. If he didn’t before, PS will know who I am talking about now! Which thinking about it now certainly appeals to my little side. I like to be made to feel small and physically having to look up at him may have added to the allure. He was the type of person to take control, a natural leader, which is something that again before D/s I wouldn’t have usually liked. I very much wanted to be in control back then.

I know I am trying to overlay logic onto a situation that had none, it was a fantasy and that’s it. But for me at the time having a fantasy that involved other people would have made me feel guilty, like I was trying to subconsciously cheat on PS. Which is ridiculous to think but my thoughts and feelings were very different before D/s. My brain is generally quite logical and certainly before D/s I would have squelched any fantasy of this nature before it could become anything. But this one I didn’t, I indulged myself.

Threesome fantasy- What actually happened?   

I can’t go into all the details as my fantasies don’t follow one linear thread. So much can happen and spark off in different directions in my mind before I consciously control them. I say consciously control them because at some point I think I can lead the fantasy in a certain direction or influence what happens but mostly the fantasy happens to me. Almost like reading several stories all at once but the stories were never finished or whole but they all follow one theme or contain the same set of people. 

What I do know is somehow the three of us end up indulging in several sexual acts together. Certainly I know PS had his cock sucked by the other guy whilst I watched. I know that double penetration wasn’t involved in the threesome fantasy though as this was not really in my vocabulary at that point in my life. Also, I know I was penetrated anally by them one after the other. 

Reason for having a threesome fantasy?   

I’m sure there are many different thoughts on this one, as to why people have sexual fantasies. Personally I know even though we were pretty vanilla at that point in our lives I was very happy with my sex life and not looking for anything else. We had heard stories about the guy involved being into bondage and he does have a dom air to him but I doubt that he actually is. So it could have been like I was trying to subconsciously explore these feelings that I hadn’t accepted or worked out in myself. But really, I think that it was just a fantasy and a fun one at that.  

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9 Replies to “Threesome fantasy

  1. I think we all wonder at times how much of our fantasy has any chance of becoming reality if the circumstances provided the opportunity. Hmmm…

  2. Great shot! 🧡🧡🧡 And for your fantasy, I was very intrigued by your recollection that you watched while PS had his cock sucked by the other guy. Definitely something I could see in my fantasies. Wonderful post!

  3. It’s so interesting that you had this fantasy but that it was different in that most others you would have done if the opportunity presented itself, but not this one. I also find it so interesting how our brains can give us fantasies or dreams at night with things we seem to ‘lust’ after in the dream/fantasy but then our real feeling is that, actually, maybe rather not.
    I enjoyed reading this!

  4. I am pleased that you shared this and it is interesting that it taps into many of thing you now know you want and are exploring. I am the same in terms of not following a linear thread in terms of fantasy 😊

    1. Thanks missy. Yes I have read that before in your posts, I don’t think I have explained it as well as you did lol. I find it difficult to put stuff like that into words, hope it made sense!

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