Do you ever do something and not really realise you were doing it? Or not think anything of it. Well not until you get a weird look from your partner…
Recently I was sent a brilliant book by the lovely Lola and H.H. The book is fantastic and I am thoroughly enjoying it, but more on that in a later post. When reading some of the sexy stories I noticed that the thing that I do, that I only realised I did when PurpleSole gave me ‘that look’ is something that Lola does as well. Woop, not just me then! That has given me the confidence to write about it, so thank you Lola and H.H.
A quick lick
Whilst lying on the sofa together, PS using his fingers to tease my clit through my knickers. Enjoying the soft cotton brushing against my body, I groan. “Are you enjoying that, I bet you’re getting very wet.” PS remarks in his Dom voice.
Without a thought I slid my hand down inside my knickers and dipped my fingers between my very wet lips. “I am Master.” My hand is removed, the confirmation glistening on my first two fingers. I then put them to my mouth and lick my moisture away. Receiving ‘that look’ from PS.
“Taste good?” PS remarked, leaving me feeling a bit self conscious. Although I’m assured he didn’t mean it in that way. A shy “Yes…” as I squirm slightly.
The thing is I then realised it wasn’t the first time that I had inadvertently had a tasting of myself, it is something I have always just done. Just perhaps not in front of PS.
It is something that PS can use to humiliate me erotically. As now I realise that I do it but in my mind ‘it’s not what nice normal girls would do.’ This gives good ammunition for PS, that great combination of things that makes me embarrassed and squirm but turns me on. Having PS talk about it or watch me works really well.
When I used to masturbate, I say used to as I don’t so often now. It would be part of it to clean my fingers after ward by sucking them. I never really thought about it, I just did it. Once PS had pointed it out to me though, I did then feel like I was a bit weird. Was it not common for women to do this?
I was not perturbed for long though, although it did make me feel a little strange at the time. I am very comfortable with PS, we have after all been together a long time and we have done a lot of kinky shit together. I’m very cheeky when in the right mood so occasionally I do like to play to it. Once he confirmed that he actually liked seeing me taste myself of course.
Most evening after I have knelt (part of my ritual) PS will put inside me one of the sets of balls that Satisfyer sent to us, more on that experiment later. After I have done some exercise and the allotted time is up PS will then remove them, clean and put the balls away. Usually anyway. One day I decided that I would remove them and give them a clean myself. After swirling my tongue around them, whilst maintaining eye contact with PS, I then submerged them in my mouth for a good sucking. Pulling them out one by one with a satisfying plop.
Giggling I handed them to a stunned PS who was a bit lost for words and once again gave me ‘that look’.
Enjoying tasting myself
I don’t know if there is a name for enjoying tasting myself, I couldn’t find it on a kink list. Please enlighten me if you know otherwise! But I have decided that I do. I don’t think it simply comes down to cleaning up a mess (I don’t like mess very much). It is an action and taste that I just enjoy. So weird or not, it is what it is.